Thanks for responding, I am feeling a lot of hurt right now. I feel I need to survive this, not let my so called mother win. Is there a word for an abusive mother? I don' t even know what to call her.
I am so glad my kids won't have to live what I went through. They are told everyday how much they are loved, it isn't even a big deal to them, because they always know. But my mother didn't love me, didn't show it or tell me. Some people should not be allowed to have kids. Thanks for listening.