alex, I hope you can sort out the finances with your T. It sounds like he was being forgetful about what your prior arrangement was. I hate that kind of stuff!

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he... replied. said he was shocked, yeah. but that he doesn't do it for the money. that he certainly does still want to work with me.

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i've never told him that i love him. do you think it would freak him out???

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Are you wanting to tell him this now because you feel like you almost lost him? No, I don't think it would freak him out at all. I am sure he knows you love him. And I bet he has had other clients tell him that. T's expect that. It's OK. He will accept your love and not make you feel shame for feeling that way.