You have to live for the present!
Yeah I've been called anti social in the past. Your so anti social he said and his friend interjects and says maybe she's shy. I was in fact. But also troubled, deeply so I would say.
My ex boyfriend would say I had a wicked side. But I was just reacting to his abuse. But I think even though my childhood was impoverished, if I was from an affluent family I still would have possessed this darkness in my psyche. Not that I would ever hurt someone else, just a ..how to put it......a feeling of being haunted