For the last two nights, Belle has had an accident on my bed. Last night I got sick(er) when I found it and I really fussed at her a lot. Finally she came and looked up at me and tears were streaming down her little face. I about died. I felt like the worst human being on Earth. 
I got my MRI report back. I have bulging discs and degenerative changes to the spine. They are sending me to the top pain clinic in the area. I think they will give me shots in my back and make me wear a brace for a while. I don't know though.
Belle is fine today. I ate a some mashed potatoes and I feel horrible.
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