Here's the thing. I feel great. I don't want professionals in my life anymore. No, I'm not being uncooperative, I actually feel like I don't need them. No, this is not a "sudden decision on impulse". This is a well thought out decision.

I feel great. I can fix every problem I have. If I feel even slightly horrible I can talk myself out of it. I can do so many things. I'm doing so much people are surprised I'm not getting overwhelmed because to others i'm just "overworking" right now.

I don't want "special attention" from psychiatrists, psychologists, counsellors, special education teachers...etc. I can work through everything myself. I'm not being stubborn, I can do this. I can actually do this. I don't need help. I'm not refusing help, I just feel like there's no point in treating a healthy person. They don't need to waste time on me, I'm feeling great. They should help someone who is worse than me. Which, in my opinion, is everyone.

I don't need doctors, I don't need meds. Mentally, I'm great. Probably will be forever. Physically, I can't have a say in that but whatever happens, will happen. If I get cancer? Great. It will be long and hard, and I'll be happy. Why does cancer have to be a bad thing? It would make me stronger.

I feel better than most normal people do. I feel so great. I can't stop saying that because I just do! Is it bad that I can see the good in everything? I see no bad in anything. NOTHING.

There is no such thing as a bad person. No such thing as a coincidence. Everything happens for a reason, and there is no bad in anything. There is no balance, because everything is always good! People in jail? Murderers? They're human. They struggle. I would be their friend. If they hate me? If they hurt me? If they try to rape/kill me? They need help. They don't deserve to be given up on. I love everyone. I'm not trying to "suck up" to everyone in sight. I'm not trying to "please" everyone.

This is just how I feel. About everyone. And Everything.

I'm not kidding, if someone held a gun to my head right now, and threatened to kill me, I wouldn't be scared. There's no reason to be scared! This person holding a gun to my head doesn't know how what the right way to get what he wants is. Obviously this person is "on edge" so I shouldn't be provoking him to shoot people. But in the end, it is his decision to shoot me. Whatever happens, happens.

I don't care what happens. Why worry? If I die, it was meant to happen. I should't be scared. There is no point in fear.

Everyone needs to be saved. Saved from death, saved from hurt.

What is Evil? Evil doesn't exist.

I feel great. I don't see the problem here!

I want to be taken off meds. They don't help me. They limit my capability to be human. I want to save people. People need to be saved. They need to be saved. They need to. They need help. They need. MY help. I have to save them. I have to. Why won't they let me save them? Who cares what happens to me! I'm not suicidal, I don't want to self harm. I don't care if I die, I have to save them. They need to be saved. LET ME SAVE THEM