I get the same thing. All the men just wants sex. I get tired of it or depressed and I see all the other people have real relationships. When it's happening I can't say no or I try multiple times but it always end up the same. After I feel gross, and grown. I mean like a child, only grownups do that. Eww! After, I also feel really sad and victimized, like I was raped. Now, I give up going with other people and waiting for that special person. They tell me I have to wait for it, it doesn't come automatically. Psych!