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Originally Posted by BipolarBear32
Yes, I think I know what you are talking about. I have felt what I thought were demons inside of me and they could actually move me and talk through me and tell me to do stuff, which I would never do. I was fully convinced they were there and that I could hear them talking to me. Is this what you mean? I am on meds now and the voices have stopped talking to me. I hope they are gone for good! What medicine are you on now?
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Haldol, lamotragine, seroquel, and klonopin as needed. I have I'm basically tranquilized and need to be. Ha ha. There's kind of a mean internal voice
That talks and says stuff I normally wouldn't say and then there's me and I can sort of sit and zone and talk on my head. But the people inside me are a bit different. It's the actual person. My ex doesn't live with me. We don't even talk and have been divorced 2 years. But I believe he can see out of my eyes and like he is in my body and can feel every sensation like when I'm sitting or working out or shopping and also knows all I think. It sucks because I want to be left alone! Also I felt
Like I didn't need to tell my pdoc what had been going on with me at my appointment because he Knew all I did, thought, and felt. Strange and terrifying. Disturbing. Want it to stop. My disease is getting worse.... I'm not getting better.