I went into a deep depression about 3 weeks ago. That's been really tough.

Then I started having chest pain like 2 weeks ago. Thought is was just these spasms I was diagnosed with like 6 months ago. A form of gerd. But they seemed to get worse and the more I read about heart attacks the more worried I got. I also am on 2 medications that when taken together can cause heart problems. My psych nurse is always telling me to get an ekg. So after a week of chest pains I went to the hospital. They did lots of testing. Heart is ok. I was diagnosed with chest wall pain.

Then get back from the hospital then like 3 days later get horrible diarrhea. Sorry for the tmi. Felt so sick. Threw up once. That lasted like 6 days. No appetite, barely eating. No energy.

Finally feeling better. Son is on a really low dose of zyprexa and still smoking pot. He's 21. Hasn't had any psychosis so...

Hope I stay out of that horrible depression. Now I have to go get groceries tomorrow.