Your parents never told you or what? Its a lot harder as an adult not impossible but harder.i lost a lot of friends.and best friends now live far away.i couldn't manage college though i tried my disability has messed up a lot for me to unlike when i was in highschool.actually didnt have much of a highschool experience i was in and out homeschooled cause of my disability or taken to mental all the time amazing how i survived and got my diploma.i also had a lot of problems with control not at 18 but when my condition was really bad 15 through 17.id fight with my dad a lot hed physically restrain me and id throw bite and kick him whatever i could trigger i was paranoid cause my mom worked nights so i liked to check clocks he didnt.like me.doing that so wed fight.those were terrible times as a teen.i dont know whose to blame god me or them.i do hope you get better there are certain good programs out there that offer good programs for people 18 to 21 so id do my research.i just wish i didn't have crappy therapist who dont have much to.offer.me