Was your relationship. With your mom always. Tense?i hope you two figure it out soon in life its short and anything. Can happen. You dont want to remember. Her on her death bed as. Regreting and feeling guilty.in middle. Schoofoit wasnt that bad but i could now think back and see something. Starting see i got diagnosed with sensory motor skill issues in 6th grade they put me in a dark room and made me do strange. Test then in middle school i became paranoid by my caseworker. I always thought she was going. To make me do strange.test.on me or carried needles in her drawer or say something. Mean to me or take me.somewere odd.i was super paranoid highschool was worse being homeschooled my older sister walked home from school well if she didnt. Come home on time that was an automatic meltdown.id cry my eyes out.it was.the same with my mom.i always thought theyd been raped or killed.i was an odd kid the type who if you didn't pick up id just keep calling.no matter how annoyed you were still that way to an extent not as bad.