dont be sorry, i've been goin through it for a while now so im kind of getting used to it... some moments im positive i do, other moments i feel like maybe im just way stressed out you know what i mean?
since the beginning of last year, i think it was, i have been on the marry go round, trying to figure out dissociation and how it functions within me...
;actually, i've been trying to figure out dissociation for a long time.. i just remembered i talked to them about it years ago but cant remember what they said

i guess its probably just part of denial... as long as you are in denial the bad stuff doesnt happen to you right?


im just not feeling like myself ultimately...