Well, I finally talked to my husband and is NOT coming over for Thanksgiving. I have been waiting on him for over a week now. He has not contacted me since last Sunday and unfortunately I broke down tonight and contacted him via IM on the computer. I was honestly surprised he replied. He told me he is going to visit his family 3 hours away. I can't help but wonder if I wouldn't have contacted him tonight if he would have just left me hanging.

I am so tired of all this. I know he is sick, but this is so ridiculous. He has a loving wife who has forgiven him for infidelity and so many other things that most women would not forgive. What is wrong with me?

I need to get a life.