Do you ever feel silent? Almost like you talk, but nobody hears you? I feel like a ghost in my life.
My partner walks away mid sentence while I talks or snickers at my interests. My mother doesn't look at me if I start conversation and will give a 'yeah' answer to whatever it is i say, even if yeah isn't an appropriate answer or feedback.
I sometimes will call my sister to chat, i listen to her, I give feedback, sympathy and advice to her issues. When I try to talk, she doesn't respond or answers with an annoyed or judgemental tone.

I hate having no life, no friends or family that care. I just want to run away with my children. Even if 2 out of 3 of them cannot talk yet, they are the only ones here who I feel look at me and love me for the way i am, no matter how i look, or talk or my interests.
I wish i could whisk them away to a happy home and just live in peace with them. 😢