I know it is horrible to be ignored to have people around you and still feel so alone.You are right being with your kids,getting away with them and stopping wasting time with people who don't care would be much better.You could make new friends and family who really listen to you and love you and are attentive to you.That is what I am hoping to do.I have two people who are supportive but whom I have to lessen their influence over me ,my mum and to a lesser extent my niece.Then I have to make new friends etc that love and appreciate me.I hope you can do the same Zedsdead.Cheers !Here's to that