The dreams suggest a situation in which your father and all issues pertaining to him have apparently been laid to rest. (had his funeral, taken care of all his affairs) Yet the scene shows that this is not exactly the case. In these scenes the True Self could see the issue of your father being resurrected in your mind or simply brought up again. The resurrection can also imply that your thoughts about your father might be brought up slightly differently.
In order for this to happen, you may need to see yourself living on changed grounds of reasoning. (living in another place) The term 'place', can in dreams, refer to 'time'. Thus "in another place" could be implying that your thoughts about your father could reflect those coming from a different period of time rather than from the present. [Your last memories of your father would probably reflect his softening towards you but those of previous times probably would have been quite different, reflecting his abuse of you and resulting depression.]
The 3 questions you ask yourself imply that there is a good or godly question that could be asked concerning your father. Taken individually, question #1, suggests that your thinking about your father's death may have been fake - not reflecting the reality. [There is a reality that satisfies the mind but not the emotional nature.]
Question #2 concerning the life insurance indicates that there is some benefit to letting your thoughts about your father rest in peace. As the insurance is a sum of money - and money relates to mental ability - the benefit that comes of leaving your thoughts about father rest in peace, benefits mainly your mind, while the emotional nature remains unappeased. [When depression is experienced, this state is felt but not usually expressed in words. The feelings causing it never get a voice simply within one's own mind. This can eventually affect your health as well as your sleep.]
Question #3 is questioning whether you can eventually let your thoughts about father rest in peace but is it implied that it may take some time (when?) to work through those feelings. This dream has been repeated simply because you have not yet grasped its meaning.
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