That sounds rough, but you also sound like an incredibly strong woman to go through something so painful, and yet be so overflown with kind thoughts.

My parents were married for 45 years, and even though they were separated (not divorced) for a long time of those years, when my dad passed away my mom was completely devastated. He's been gone for about five years by now, and I so wish my mom had the same outlook in life as you do.

Don't ever lose that love in your heart ❤️