it would be having a normal day where some unknown trigger didn't just set me off in to; anxiety or a MPD response or feeling like i'm in a warzone watching for the next attack.
It would mean being able to do a "movement meditation" without it giving me panic attacks.
Driving my car while wearing a little tee shirt and not having a flashback with the seat belt touching me.
Beging able to be touched by another human being.
maybe even feeling safe - or even knowing what "safe" feels like.
Not triggering when parents get after their kids just for being kids.