(((((((((((((( Patty & Mom )))))))))))))))
I'm so very sorry for what happened hon. I completely understand how you feel, but I certainly hope you know you did nothing wrong. I hope your mom is comfortable now, I'm sure they will do their best at the hospital to keep her comfy.
Maybe this is a blessing in disguise for you so that you can have a bit of time for YOU. I know running to the hospital is a pain, but now the nurses and staff that get paid to care for people are there to give you a much deserved break. I hope that doesn't sound bad to you.....I don't mean it badly. I too wish your mom didn't have to go through this or you either.
I'm only a pm away if you need me. Please get some rest hon.

sabby