I tell you -- I have HAD IT with all the hassles that happen to me every day. It's just one thing after another. Something at home needs to be picked up or put away. Then another, then another all day long. I go outside and trip on the sidewalk. Some operation in the computer gives me another error message. Something electronic quits working altogether. Somebody's rude, mainly on the phone. Some customer service person is incompetent and screws things up, the next one in the same agency or company does, too, and the next and the next!!! This happened 4x today when I telephoned the mental health clinic. I am fed up, sick and upset. Life is too hard. It's just bombarding me -- and guess what -- No, I'm not doing too much (for once) First a series of ice storms, then a 2+ week cold/flu have made sure than I missed 10+ events since NOVEMBER I had planned and payed for to go. So now I am reading a lot, and watching some videos. Can't find anything particular I like, either place. I'm angry at several people I have no reason to be angry at. Just angry at life. I'm too tired to do anything, and I have a series of medical appointments in preparation for a nuisance-surgery I'll have next month. I''m not one of those people who gleefully regales others with "my surgery." I hear a lot of that, in the senior building where I live.
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