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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
Thanks, everyone.
Hoping, yeah last time I was hospitalized and asked to leave on my own volition, I was instead put on extra restrictions and was labeled non-compliant. Of course, they didn't share that with my T. They did what they wanted and I had no say, even though I had been calm and practical in my mind. Granted, it was a different hospital but it left a bad taste in my mouth. I can't risk 6 days being all I'm going in for.
With the driving, my brother's too young. It'll be my fiance and I alternating every few hours, so I won't be doing the stretch all by myself. My brother did promise to be awake during mine, though. So if I start having a problem, he can talk me through and then I'll give my fiance the wheel as soon as we hit a rest stop.
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This is more proof concerning my theory that forced hospitalization does more harm than good! I think, for good and bad, our will is one of the things that keeps us here. Look at how many spouses die within days of their H or W's death (this tends to happen when people are older, not in good health). The way I look at it is one of the reasons you are still here is that you love your little brother. He's going to want you here after the 22nd. To see him graduate. Marry. Have kids. He needs you. You've just got to keep trying. And I'm not sure we can check out of this world when we want to anyways. I am thinking of you and I hope you are not suffering to much tonight....