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Old Feb 15, 2017, 07:44 AM
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Originally Posted by thesnowqueen View Post
Can't really remember if I have or not! Re. self harm, the arrangement is that I contact T before doing anything. However, the T I am seeing is new and I'm not really comfortable doing this... I have so far managed not to, but it may be something I need to discuss :/ Perhaps it would be helpful to talk about it in order to examine what led you to need to SH so much that you had to disregard the promise?
I'm not sure if that's a good idea. What if he throws me out for it? (I'm 99% sure he wouldn't, but you never know). Breaking promises means breaking trust. I want to be reliable and I hate it if people don't trust me. What makes matters worse is that nothing happened. I just hurt myself because "I can".

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Originally Posted by captgut View Post
He asked me not to kill myself before he pays off mortgage..of course it was a joke.
I didn't promise anyway, because I'm not sure I can keep this promise
I hope you can... Hang in there.
Thanks for this!
captgut