Had my father lived, I'm sure he and my mom would have divorced. He's have grown and evolved along with the rest of society. I'd have maintained some kind of relationship with him and most likely his new family.

I'd have had it out with him, for sure.

I feel that even my thinking about this now, my talking here about this now, somehow communicates to him. I know he was a good man and I loved him. I forgive him for his MI. He was a victim of severe abuse from his corrupt father, who burns in hell.

Sorry for going there. But it's true.