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Originally Posted by ruh roh
Can you take something(s) to the new place for comfort that will help anyone who is struggling the most? I take several such things, plus there are a few things that my therapist keeps there, and so we are surrounded by them and it helps a lot.
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When I wrote my post yesterday I was in a really panic place. It was pretty intense. Compliance was caught in a crisis trying to figure out what to do.
My h, who has been a donkey butt to me since the trial drive to my counselors new location this past weekend, came home last evening with a beautiful flower arrangement for Valentine's Day. He made sure to tell me that he told the florist that it had to have dragonflies in it (I love dragon flies), which it has 2. Its very beautiful.
I took the arrangement from him and I felt something shift/change. Kiss on his cheek. "Thank you!" "They are beautiful!" I'm saying this with absolutely no feeling inside.
Today, the panic is not there. It just feels like I'm going to make the drive that was scaring me so much with the same no feeling that I feel now. It's a very detached feeling.
Please forgive the drama.
It feels like I'm not all here.