Hello gr8fl B: This appears to be your introductory post. So... to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! May the time you spend here be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!

P.S. Since you've had all of this physical / medical difficulty as well, I wondered if you are familiar with PsychCentral's sister website: NeuroTalk? (I'm a member there as well.) I know there are members over there who have had similar experiences & may have useful information to share:

https://www.neurotalk.org/