I lost my furbaby last week and I am devastated. I won't go into all the details just that he was sick the last day and he died at home before I could get him to the vet. I don't know whether that would have made a difference, I will never know. I am completely gutted and trying to go on.I don't have a family of my own and he was my baby.


I am also in the process of finding a new place to live. The place I am in now I am on a month to month lease and the landlord gave me notice that she needs the house for her married daughter to live in. SO I have been looking but everything is so expensive or they are not pet friendly.


I am living on SSDI, so not a lot to spend on rent. I would like to get another dog or cat soon but I don't know where I will be living. I just want another furry friend to give some love to. I have this huge hole in my heart. I have his ashes and it makes me feel a little better.


I really wanted to stay where I am for awhile. Now I will have 2 changes to adjust to. I just want my puppy back.