That sounds very much like what I feel when I am mixed. It is horrible, intense and almost unbearable. How are you sleeping? My sleeping goes off too when mixed. I know you have been having so much grief trying to get the right help lately so I won't do the usual suggestions to see pdoc etc but this is something you need to keep a close eye on and try to manage as best as possible. Are you on any meds? When do you see your new T?

Hang in there. i know how awful you must be feeling but it will pass one way or another. Just focus on self-care and keep fighting as you have been. Keep posting too. We all care.