Rhapsody,

My heart and soul hurt for you. I have no idea what goes on in the mind of the sick and twisted. It is beyond comprehension. The fact that you are able to even mention it is a bravery that I admire.

I do not know how a person views a beautiful bundle of love as a sexual plaything. I do not understand what give them the impulse to do horrible, unspeakable, unimaginable things. I think that is why so many of them can get away with it, a "normal" person cannot believe there is someone that evil (I use the word evil rather than sick. I am sick, I am not evil).

I am giving that poor abused little girl a mental hug, I imagine she hates touching. I cannot even begin to imagine the horrors you went through and would not even dream of offering advice. Please accept my sympathy for your lost childhood and lack of safety, my admiration for your courage and strength, and prayers of healing and strength.