I dont know what to do i am not feeling safe right now partly because i keep dissociating and when that happens i often self harm but also i really really dont feel good i am trying so hard but this has been going on for weeks i went to the hospital yesterday and they sent me home because of beds. now i feel like that was a sign that i am not meant to be here anymore. that and i am convinced there is an evil entity stalking me i dont see my pdoc for 2 more weeks i dont know what to do i think i have reached the end of the road i have run out of options.