I spent years running from myself...not the diagnosis, but me. By the time I got a diagnosis I was so thrilled that I could take a pill to balance things out that I was oh, so willing to do so.

However, the flattening of the emotions is a difficult thing to handle. Right now I'm lessening my Geodon (with my pdoc's approval) because I'm tired of being flat all of the time. It seems to be helping, even though the results aren't perfect.

You aren't alone, you know. We understand you here.