I am a surviving brother of an identical twin who committed suicide in September of 2013. I not only lost my brother but I had to be the one to find his body 8 days after he had left this world! I am seeking help in anyway I can as I am truly haunted by the images left ingrained in my head/heart. Not a day goes by that I don't have a hard time dealing with this and the sleepless nights are becoming difficult. I am not one to ask for help so this isn't easy but I simply cannot do it alone! I NEED HELP!