Thankyou.

My apartment faces east so, those months the sun comes up early, I have a lot of sun. But we are months away from that. Your idea of plants is a good one. I need to find the money to invest in several.

As background, moving back to my remote paradise is not an option. I am tied to where I am due to the combination of family support, mental healthcare, and assistance. None of these things i would have back 'home'. My grief over losing my place in nature (which is spiritual for me) has at times been so strong I've been hospitalized by the Depression over it. the [i]mourning[/] and depression is worst over summer months when I most miss the out of doors. Not being able to hike, climb, kayak, explore, is agonizing.