For the last 4-5 months I've felt utterly useless. I didn't do much when I worked. I haven't worked for more than 2 months now. Sometimes I stay at home for a week at a time. I speak with my family sometimes, but otherwise I don't talk to anyone (I talk to myself to compensate the lack of conversations). I go out just to buy groceries or to do necessary things like seeing a doctor. I have no social life or any interests to spend my time on. I just waste my time on the Internet, and it's gotten very boring. I try to improve my skills to land a new job, but I cannot do it now. I feel very low, very guilty, and very worthless.
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