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Originally Posted by misscath007
Oh, that is awful for you. I feel like a part of me is missing. I am grieving so hard, more than I have ever done for any of my other furbabies. I think because he was my constant companion. He was my only pet and he helped me through so many trials with caring for my dad and his alzheimer's and my own health issues. He was like a therapy dog, although officially he wasn't.
I had a place lined up with a woman who had a dog but that fell through and now I don't know where I am going to end up. I just have this huge hole in my heart.
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I understand. My cats were very attuned to my moods and very helpful in coping with my bipolar. It hurts so much to not see them where they belong. I have the hole in the heart thing too. Tomorrow it will be 2 and 11 weeks. It feels like forever. But I'm not nearly ready to get another pet yet; I have to grieve and honestly I suck at it. I seem to need my therapist to get me through the emotions. Maybe he'd come live with me for a while? 
I hope you get the housing thing worked out quickly. My mom is my landlord so I am blessed to not have to worry about that as long as she is here.
Wouldn't it be nice to have a rule that life could only dole out one hurt at a time?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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