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seven years of mental verbal and physical abuse that some times I have trouble believing. Stiches, 14 above my eye diesal fuel sprayed in my eyes beat with toilet plunger... Until the rubber came off. Not only did that take awhile to heal the outside but it was the joke of the year "beat her until the rubber comes off. Som many more accounts but I lied left state hid just to make sure he didn't go to jail the other day after trying since Oct. It was confirmed that I am pregnant. He said he wouldn't stop until he put a baby in me. Not even a week later he tosses me out literally and hasn't called or came to see about me. I protected him and wanted nothing bad to come from the broken bones my nose He almost bit off, but I want him dead I want him tortured before death for not wanting me any more why is it he is the only one that has a say? Anytime I left and started to be ok alone he would come and drag me home. Now that I'm having his baby and afraid to do it alone he just throws me away I love him and have no life without him but I don't get a say. I wish he would have killed me I wish I wasn't a domestic violence survivor. I don't want to live with out him?
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