So she text a long rant last night after she found out her sister is going n the hospital...She went told me that she's lonely, but would rather be lonely than miserable. She said that she was independent and free spirited and I wasn't. She said she found happiness again, to be silly, free without having to worry to be judged. I then asked her if she still wanted to be married to me and she said "I Love You, but I can longer be married to you. Don't be angry, I hope you find a docile woman"

I screenshotted this and sent it to her mother, as to where I been getting spiritual guidance. She said it seems like her daughter is hurting soooo bad from her own personal demons. She reiterated to me that her daughter loves me cause she said it numerous times. She also stated that when she found out sister was in the hospital, I was the first person she thought about...I know I'm way behind the power curve. As I stated in my previous posts, she became independent and free while I was gone. She said she hit euphoria that she hasn't seen in years which reall hurt my feelings. I never knew she was that unhappy with me...I just wished I could of addressed those issues earlier in our marriage. I don't know what to do now. I offered to be there for her while her sister was in the hospital (Pregnancy issues ", she stated " My true friends have my back" and "No thank you". My question is, why did she even text me in the first place to let me know all of this if she did care about me? In her rant, she told me all the things that she likes doing now that we had never done before nor did I even know she took interest in like shooting ranges..I just don't know what to think right now at this moment...I'm sad, hurt and wish I had a chance to show her that I love her. I don't want to just be a coparent, I want to be her husband.