It is I who am the impulsive one.

I actually want to say hello to everyone I recognize. I like reconnecting. Those ex bf's are just friends now, and I enjoy the commenting and voyeurism into each other's lives.

I am really quite an exhibitionist.

So, say I said hello to the boy who fondled my feet. I would get off, in a way, of reminding him of that and seeing what he remembered and what he said about it now. I don't know why. And I don't have to do that, so I won't. But I'm just admitting it to you folks.

And I would LOVE to give it to the mean girl if I ran into her. It would make me feel good to let her know how she traumatized me. Plus, I would hope she would apologize. Maybe she would even tell me that she, herself, had huge issues that caused that. There would be an emotional healing in that confrontation. And even if she were to act like a mean B once again, when confronted, at least now as an adult, I would be full strength to deal with it.