IRL, I am so isolated. I live in a house that needs constant cleaning and repair. I work a job that can keep me beyond busy (which I cannot do because of family). I cook. I have a small circle I talk to on the phone.

I pretty much avoid everything else.

I am impossibly challenged to be in a healthy sexual relationship with my husband. I never expected this problem to occur in my life, but it did. It takes the wind out of my sails.

It happened again last night.

Nothing matters. None of this fb shyt matters.