I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. Didn't you mention in another post that you owe a balance and that's why the next appointment was set for two weeks? If so, that sounds like a good check and balance, since it seemed you got into the weeds with the previous therapist over owing money (sorry if I've got that wrong).

I've always found it really good to keep the finances of therapy clean, even when I had very little money.

You like this therapist, so maybe write out all the things that went wrong with the other one, patterns to avoid, like owing money.