Maybe 'attitude' wasn't quite the right word to use, not quite sure what is though. Maybe approach?

The list of of employers willing to hire is an interesting one, I will have to see if there's something similar here. With work I immediately shy away from anything where dealing with the public is a big part of the job as I'm afraid my levels of communication aren't up to dealing with it. The biggest employment barrier I have is a lack of driving license, I'm going to have another go at learning how to drive when the evenings get lighter but it triggers bad anxiety in me.

The job I currently have I'm surprised I got, it took me 5 days to ring up about it. It's just a seasonal thing but I think working has helped with some aspects of my self worth. But I know there's no future in it.. which is the problem and I've somewhat stuck my head in the sand when it comes to looking for another. I hope you're able find some employment that you enjoy justafriend and that isn't as stressful as retail.

I think maybe I'm going to ask the people I know about how they go about it all, see if it's a difference between being mentally healthy or not.