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Old Feb 17, 2017, 04:49 PM
casualdivision casualdivision is offline
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Originally Posted by whispers_inthedark View Post
I honestly hate feeling present because I'm so used to the fogginess of dissociation all the time. I'm hardly ever truly completely alert and learned to stay in a high-functioning state while dissociated so now being alert makes me exhausted. Hope you can figure out how to stay present if it's important to you though <3
i like to be present its the only way i know im real and im living in a way thats meaningful even if its painful. But the more present i get the closer i get to pain and destruction so... its hard isnt it