Sorry I haven't been replying to this thread. I ran out of diet coke and am going through severe caffeine withdrawal. That means I have no energy whatsoever right now.

Anyways, I don't know what I want to talk about. I'm so lonely sometimes. I want a friend and a lover, but no one guy seems to have balls enough to step up and say they want to try and fill that void in my life. Sure, I have two exes. But they dumped me, and the second did it on the phone. He was also pretty bad in bed, but that's digressing.

I feel this starvation inside of me, like I'm starving for romantic touch. Not just sex, but actual intamcy. Sure, some guys hug me but they never stick around in my life for much more than that, a date, a hug, and false promises of calling/texting/getting together again. I'd rather have that though than a guy be a total jerk I guess. But it'd be nice if a guy would, I don't know.....step up and show me that he's willing to go for the long haul.

Maybe I am asking too much.