I am in the pits again. Hospitalized 2004 because I attempted suicide and now am back at that spot. I am lonely - so lonely - and I am tired of fighting this disease. I can't afford weekly therapy sessions - my inurance will only allow 8 more through Sept. 2008. I just don't want to live with this pain anymore - I can't get to sleep, but when I finally do I sleep 10+ hours. I don't care about anything anymore - not even me - especially me. I don't know what to do.