I told my new t that I dissociate. She that was rare. I didn't tell her I had DID. I will tell her I have ptsd. I am a little paranoid about having told her that I dissociate. Also two of us went to session. I don't know how I let that happen. I think my guard was down because my last t knew about us. I have an appointment with her in a next week. I was thinking about not going but I want someone I can talk to just in case. But if she makes me uncomfortable at next session I will not go back. I just moved to this new state and I don't know how their mental health system works. I have always been afraid that I might end up in a hospital. I couldn't do that. So now I am worried about that. But I will go to the session. But if she makes me feel unsafe I will never go back.