I have a boyfriend of 5 years who tells me how much he loves me daily and to me it feels like just words, my mom and sister tell me they love me but I don't feel loved nor do I feel love towards them. Like I'm grateful they are all around and say they love me but I can't emotionally connect with their love.
Then I lust over people and think that is love, now that's what made me realize I don't feel love.
Anyone else feel / understand this?
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I have BPD or Autism or both, we may never know, the focus is always the symptoms, not the diagnosis
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