UPDATE: I broke up with him via text. He's 1100 miles away and I don't have the gas money to go break up with him in person, it was gonna be via technology one way or the other. I may have gone into a little rant about why we need time apart and I wanna be single. I probably came across as a heartless, callous ****** but I did what was best for me. I could've probably been nicer about it, but honestly I just did it in a huge rush to get it over with, before I could overthink it and talk myself out of it. Sometimes no action is easier but staying with him only would've caused more pain for both of us.

Now I just feel empty and lonely and full of regret. But I stand by my choice. Good riddance!