I swear, sometimes it feels like I can't describe some of my emotions to save my life. Also, speaking of emotions...in a weird way, sometimes I like feeling down to a certain extent: It's a feeling I easily recognize and distinguish from other feelings, it's capable of being powerful enough to overcome that mildness my emotions usually have, and it's an emotion I can't fake in ways other than through voice acting. The worst downside is that it lasts for too long to the point that the effect wares off and I end up numb instead. I'm not sure if how I feel about this is due to being used to it or not, but it's probably not a good thing either way.