I've used up all my insurance as well, and as a college student, I too struggle with paying for therapy-I'm sorry to hear you're dealing with the same. Have you ever tried to find a place close to you that offers discounted therapy? I found a place near me that is run by the city and works on a sliding scale- and I was able to find something that I could afford. Even if I can only go once every two weeks or so, some help is better than feeling all alone. I don't know where you are from, but I'm hoping there is somewhere around you that understands your situation and can help you find something you can afford. Don't give up- there are ways to get the help you need! Good luck, and try and take it one step at a time- hopefully things will stop feeling so overwhelming.