I pick up my kids Every Monday and Wednesday from 5-9, I pick them up from school Thursday and Friday from 3-6 and I get them on the weekends (Every other weekend). I don't know what's going through her mind. I know she feels free to be alone, to hang out with whoever and not have to deal with anyone telling her not to do so...She also mention that she is very lonely and wants a mate but doesn't want to be miserable do it. I think she is waiting for me to change my controlling was. I told her she didn't respect me and she said "I don't respect a disrespectful person" I don't know what's going through her mind. I'm just going to stay to myself and try hard not to contact her. We texted everyday since I been back from deployment and made myself assessable. I have to somehow prepare my mind that our marriage is over (Atleast I need to think that) so I can move on with my life. It just hurts very bad and I know deep down she cares, she is going through a weird mental state that I can't figure out.