I'm still doing good , after alot of years 12 years of pain medication,overdoses, jail, I finally figured out why I liked pain medication so much it was so I could cope with my mental illness, depression,AdHd, anxiety, relationships, family. Anyway I started with psychiatrist and I was self medicating, did not want too admit, or face stigma of mental illness, but look jumped right into another stigma addiction. Anyway I'm 40 now been 6 years clean, I take medication for some mental issues but that's all, antidepressants,ADHD meds, etc. But have got my emotions in check , nice and level!!!!