UGH I AM GOING TO SCREAM

Shawn came back, 45.00 short of the amount he said he had, which I now have to come up with. Luckily I know there is a twenty in my mailbox from my mother, and tomorrow a friend owes me 30.00 so I can cover it. I just dread having to deal with the damn super in regards to it. I have to ask him to open my mailbox too again because since we lost the key I haven't had the money to go and get the lock replaced. Which I am sure will make him dreadfully angry, since EVERYTHING makes the guy angry.

What next? I am sick to death of this you-know-what.